Despite my best intentions, I have turned away from books.
I guess I will have to take a deep breath and leave it at that. May be the new page in the calendar next week will coax me to drastically change my habits, break the mental block against anything that is productive - I find it ridiculous even as I type.
I have been wondering what is this negative streak that's been running in me for a long time. What is the solution to this?
How do I get over this reluctance to read or write? Does this mean I don't really love books, 'enough'?
I had hoped I would end the year on a better note.
:(
I guess I will have to take a deep breath and leave it at that. May be the new page in the calendar next week will coax me to drastically change my habits, break the mental block against anything that is productive - I find it ridiculous even as I type.
I have been wondering what is this negative streak that's been running in me for a long time. What is the solution to this?
How do I get over this reluctance to read or write? Does this mean I don't really love books, 'enough'?
I had hoped I would end the year on a better note.
:(
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